Monday, March 9, 2009
today I am sad
Today I am sad. Mourning a loss. And hoping that the loss will result in greater gain for the other parties involved. I feel like a thread connecting me to another like minded soul was suddenly severed. It is not a decision that either of us would have chosen willingly I believe. But change must happen. I know that to hang on is selfish and that I must just hope that the new freedom will allow the other to develop more fully without expending energy in my direction. But I also am giving myself space to grieve. It is not often that I find kindred spirits in this world. But, sadly, we must each go our own way, and I can only hope that time and life will bring us back together in this life or another. Preferably this one. I hope that our spirits can continue to share a connection and gain strength from each other in times of need.